I was great once in my life. Was an honest screamer, but burnt away all my tears and tore down whatever that came in my way. Cos then it became apparent to me how my life started to evolve and mould itself into something that I didn't ask for. I was something superficial carved out into a vase that maybe I wasn't supposed to admire myself. The hopes that haloed over me were made to stay there for i am and will always be the only guy in the family.