I've realised that I've so much to learn. I'm so much like an empty canvas, so unfilled so unsatisfied without colour or texture. And here am I with colours all around me like ghosts so full and complete. And I walk through them looking like a slab of stone. While I have the freedom to siphon these experiences just by taking one step forward and abandon the grey clouds behind me, one of them grey clouds anchors me with the pull of laziness.